Thursday, June 12, 2008 11:08 PM
I am realli losing my confidence man seriously... Confidence is draining off like water.. Feeling damn tired but can't realli slp.. I got my brown belt today.. But seriously I dunno why I don't realli feel very happy.. yea..Think I got sink into this thing too quickly liao.. I dun wan to have that feeling again.. Its so terrible.. I dun wan to get bak to that few wks again.. Need to find peeps to fill my life for that period... (Playing basketball with dickson brings me bak for that period)
Can someone teach me nt to sink in too quickly? Seriously I fear that feeling.. Mistaken? Or isn't TRUTH? Forget it.. I don't even noe wad I trying to say... I don't even noe why I got this feeling lah.. I just need to throw rubbish maybe can make myself feels better...
Maybe need to follow aunty sim.. I do jogging everyday LOLL