Tuesday, May 20, 2008 9:35 PM
I need help in killing stress.. I dun even noe why am I stressed up... Maybe its because of projects,quiz.. Last min work realli make u headache.. The weather is also making me headache..
please tok to me or intro me to something funny.. Having a happy mind is what really keep me going.. Maybe its what keep everybody going. Able to laugh out from your heart everyday is something which I think its important.
Actually I found one think which I can sweat out and kill stress is aikido.. went for sunday senior training. It was great and for the first time I tried doing randori with all the seniors. It was fun and abit of pain of course. Btw for yr info randori is something like real life fighting whereby one will have to face 2 or more opponents charging at you and trying to pin u on the ground. Therefore, u have to avoid their attack and slam or throw them off from you.. sounds realli cool huh LOLL but of course we don't do punching or kicking at ppl.. Just ppl grabbing and charge at u from all direction... ya I got grab by uncle tan from the back but lucky I managed to counter him and hold him on the ground.. some ppl was unlucky, fail to escape from his attack and got locked by him which means u have to "eat" his sweat LOL thats what cy told me frm his personal experience on that day...
Back at hm with blueblack around my hands and legs on the second day..
THe weather is killing me... Thursday, May 15, 2008 11:45 PM
Today is realli a bad day for me actually.. ya I felt something was wrong actually when I waited for bus this morning... It seems that I waited even longer than the usual time I had to wait.. Both the bus service 8 and simei to tamp..
I was rite.. Something realli happened during marketing lesson.. My fren actually did something to me which I feels that do they realli treat me as a fren anot.
If they wan to join other group can say lah.. Dun just secretly cancel their name from the list after I had left the lab. Luckily I went bak and I found out about this.. WA damn pissed off lah can =.= nt angry about they changing group.. I am angry about they changing groups without even telling me and I had to group with some funni ppl for this project(except for ping jie's bro) loll.. no choice lor bad luck 0.0
I thought I didn't do enough gd deeds u see.. I gave my sit to a ah ma this morning and also I found some money on the bus seat on my way home hoping to see some charity fund raising ppl lol.. ya I found it in 7-11 and I donated the money.. Nt alot but I guess it was the xin yi that counts bah.
I don't realli do any bad things u noe.. WHY AM I ENCOUNTERING SUCH STUFFS IN MY LIFE.... I can actually list out a few example and they do teach me one thing.. DON'T TRUST PPL SO EASILY.. Treating ppl good doesn't mean they will do the same to you... Don't include today's example I had encountered someone who does this.. They just treat yr kindness as bullshit,taking it for granted, making use of ppl when they need them and throw one side as if they dunno u when they don't need u..
yaya.. I shall stop throwing out rubbish in my blog I guess u all are dozing off..
luckily I had training today and sweating makes me feel better I hope.. I actually did lots of rowing and slamming even before the training starts.. WA damn hot then I alone there train before sensei arrived.. My aikido mates say I siao one havn't start training I sweat like hell liao LOLL.. Maybe I am abit nw.. I need someone to talk to but I dunno what I want to tok about.. See my problem? LOLL 11:38 PM
Sry for being dead.. I am going to be dead soon.. LOLLL projects!!!
SCh reopen wasn't a really gd thing actually. New class, lots of freshies and jammed the morning bus..
Damn pissed with the bus service.. I need leave my house at 750 just becus my class starts at 9 and the bus would be full after 820 loll...
New class wasn't veri nice too.. my ex class got spilt up into groups and we had to join other classes.. =.= yaya the other class is like making hell lot of noise and we to actually sit there keep quiet see them make noise lol.. we are like ants in their class..
THe best thing I guess is the aikido recuitment... We had 50 freshies joining us this time round. WOOO!! CHEERS FOR MAIN COMM and SK CLUB !!! great job.. Seeing all those freshies brings up my spirit for aikido again..
One last thing I am veri sry about actually.. I said to someone that I will be joining them but I eventually didn't.. really sry arh ping jie LOL.. 